going for the dream
last saturday, i watched close to you at glorietta 1 with daddy tuts and mommy mowee. there was a part where it talked about choosing between the habit (john lloyd) or going for the dream (sam milby) and i just realized that i want to go for the dream in all aspects -- love, life and labor -- even if it means getting disappointed and not meeting expecations. i really will. and i'm gona make it happen this year. i promise *cross fingers*
i actually felt bad last week coz i realized that i didn't really do much of the things i listed a year before that i told myself i'd do for 2005. i tried to justify why i wasn't able to do them but bottomline is i still wasn't able to do them. and it got me sad. sayang ang oras at ang bilis ng panahon. di ko talaga alam bat nagkaganun. sayang talaga.
but enough of that, no point in clinging on to what could have been. i'm sure most of the reasons are valid. i will just push myself and think of making the most out of my days for 2006 and see what will come out of it for me.
okay, medyo may amats ako ngayon. sana matino sinusulat ko. har har har. labo kasi kaupsap ng aking kaibigan. hahahaha. i think he's nursing a broken heart kaya ganun. oh well. my take on that is whatever happens, it will be all right :) sure, it will hurt at first but in time, the pain will fade away. halllooo, why get stumped just coz of another person? why let someone have that power over you? jennifer connelly won over david bowie in the labyrinth because of the realization that he had no power over her and i think that's how you win love battles like such -- realizing and recognizing that no one has any power over you. ang dami-daming lalaki/babae diyan..asus!
but then again, isn't it that having power over someone (and having that someone power over you) is the foundation of a relationship? allowing someone to have that hold on you means that you truly love the person? because you are willing to give whatever that person wants -- "as you wish" kumbaga (think cary elwes in princess bride). better if mutual of course.
i guess the former is just a defense mechanism for scorned lovers. shempre kailangan coz it's a way to move on!
oh gosh, how annoyingly confusing. that's why i'm single! ha ha ha.
on a side note, butching got me the autograph of the lead singer of juana with me in plain sight. argh. how embarrassing.
i actually felt bad last week coz i realized that i didn't really do much of the things i listed a year before that i told myself i'd do for 2005. i tried to justify why i wasn't able to do them but bottomline is i still wasn't able to do them. and it got me sad. sayang ang oras at ang bilis ng panahon. di ko talaga alam bat nagkaganun. sayang talaga.
but enough of that, no point in clinging on to what could have been. i'm sure most of the reasons are valid. i will just push myself and think of making the most out of my days for 2006 and see what will come out of it for me.
okay, medyo may amats ako ngayon. sana matino sinusulat ko. har har har. labo kasi kaupsap ng aking kaibigan. hahahaha. i think he's nursing a broken heart kaya ganun. oh well. my take on that is whatever happens, it will be all right :) sure, it will hurt at first but in time, the pain will fade away. halllooo, why get stumped just coz of another person? why let someone have that power over you? jennifer connelly won over david bowie in the labyrinth because of the realization that he had no power over her and i think that's how you win love battles like such -- realizing and recognizing that no one has any power over you. ang dami-daming lalaki/babae diyan..asus!
but then again, isn't it that having power over someone (and having that someone power over you) is the foundation of a relationship? allowing someone to have that hold on you means that you truly love the person? because you are willing to give whatever that person wants -- "as you wish" kumbaga (think cary elwes in princess bride). better if mutual of course.
i guess the former is just a defense mechanism for scorned lovers. shempre kailangan coz it's a way to move on!
oh gosh, how annoyingly confusing. that's why i'm single! ha ha ha.
on a side note, butching got me the autograph of the lead singer of juana with me in plain sight. argh. how embarrassing.
posted by patching @ 1:08 AM
4 Comments:
At 4:03 PM,
Anonymous said…
It is not a bad thing to make resolutions, but you can also continuously set yourself up to fail. Be realistic and forgiving. The best resolution is to accept your limitations and start from there. Resolve not to give up on yourself, and to love yourself, even when you don’t like your behavior. So resolve to practice doing what you have resolved, rather than achieving sainthood tomorrow.Just try to avoid setting yourself up for failure by creating multiple resolutions that involve too much self-denial. Keep your goals manageable and realistic.
At 10:09 PM,
Jacebu said…
hoooooooy. :D bigla kong naalala yung pag-hi mo noon nung highschool na medyo ginaya ng lahat dahil nga't super cute mo. haha. di ka pa rin nagbabago no? even in your writing. then again, i don't think i can say that i've seen much of your writing to compare to. hehe. la lang.
musta? bloghop on over yeah? http://yakaposo.blogdrive.com
At 4:23 AM,
patching said…
mr/ms anonymous..thanks for the advice :) i promise to take note of them when i set goals for myself. i will promise myself not to be too hard :)
At 4:24 AM,
patching said…
hey jason..chure, blog-hop! hehe. btw, how did i say hi before? i kinda don't remember it anymore :-D
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