new year, new blog, new me!
hallo hallo hallo!
this entry is long overdue..it's almost the end of january! i've been really busy and to tell you honestly, i'm not really very good at composing essays in an instant! hehe. i usually want to try to make it sound like those smartass eloquent blogs i get to read but alas, i'm just not good enough. ngyak. but who cares. kebstermeister! i just wana be able to share my experiences, good or bad :)
i actually have an existing blog already but i feel that the posts there don't really reflect who i am anymore (naks). i feel i've grown so much in the past few months (another naks!). aside from this, i actually haven't updated it since july of last year! harharhar..my goolai. so i want to start fresh. thus the new bloggie.
so..why do i say "new me"? well..i don't really know..haha. i just get this feeling of a new promise everytime i think of the endless possibilities that can happen this year -- so unlike the "me" of before who's always anxious and fearful of a new year coming in. It would always mean turning a year older and evaluating if i've done anything productive or worthy the previous year (and always having a negative answer to the evaluation). i just have this new-found faith in myself and the things/people around me that this year will be a good one.
in january alone, so many things have happened! especially last week!!! my golly gee wow. but those experiences deserve another entry.
i've also been thinking about myself and my future more seriously lately -- like things i really wana do and accomplish (and actually planning on doing and accomplishing them!). i remember last year january, i made this page on my sketchpad of the things i wana do for 2005. i listed a lot. i haven't checked this year how many i can cross out from that list but i'm guessing just a handful! so sad. that's why i was somehow surprised that it's been a year since i made that list because i've only done a few. but no regrets! things will happen at the right time and place (just be sure you are doing something about it and not just relying on God or on luck for such things to happen). and i think i wouldn't be this determined to turn my life around (naks) if it weren't for my experiences in the past..right? one thing's for sure..i will always do what needs to be done! no more patching tamad!
so..welcome 2006!!! am i afraid of the new year? am i afraid of turning a year older considering i'm already old? mwahahaha. nah..i'm actually looking forward to it, embracing it with open arms and optimistic about what lies ahead. i'm sure this is going to be my year. i will make that happen :)
this entry is long overdue..it's almost the end of january! i've been really busy and to tell you honestly, i'm not really very good at composing essays in an instant! hehe. i usually want to try to make it sound like those smartass eloquent blogs i get to read but alas, i'm just not good enough. ngyak. but who cares. kebstermeister! i just wana be able to share my experiences, good or bad :)
i actually have an existing blog already but i feel that the posts there don't really reflect who i am anymore (naks). i feel i've grown so much in the past few months (another naks!). aside from this, i actually haven't updated it since july of last year! harharhar..my goolai. so i want to start fresh. thus the new bloggie.
so..why do i say "new me"? well..i don't really know..haha. i just get this feeling of a new promise everytime i think of the endless possibilities that can happen this year -- so unlike the "me" of before who's always anxious and fearful of a new year coming in. It would always mean turning a year older and evaluating if i've done anything productive or worthy the previous year (and always having a negative answer to the evaluation). i just have this new-found faith in myself and the things/people around me that this year will be a good one.
in january alone, so many things have happened! especially last week!!! my golly gee wow. but those experiences deserve another entry.
i've also been thinking about myself and my future more seriously lately -- like things i really wana do and accomplish (and actually planning on doing and accomplishing them!). i remember last year january, i made this page on my sketchpad of the things i wana do for 2005. i listed a lot. i haven't checked this year how many i can cross out from that list but i'm guessing just a handful! so sad. that's why i was somehow surprised that it's been a year since i made that list because i've only done a few. but no regrets! things will happen at the right time and place (just be sure you are doing something about it and not just relying on God or on luck for such things to happen). and i think i wouldn't be this determined to turn my life around (naks) if it weren't for my experiences in the past..right? one thing's for sure..i will always do what needs to be done! no more patching tamad!
so..welcome 2006!!! am i afraid of the new year? am i afraid of turning a year older considering i'm already old? mwahahaha. nah..i'm actually looking forward to it, embracing it with open arms and optimistic about what lies ahead. i'm sure this is going to be my year. i will make that happen :)
posted by patching @ 1:38 PM
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