got this forward from my good special friend diane (hehehe)..quite funny! makes sense actually (somewhat) although we all know that it's a defensive answer to all the pain and hurt brought by losing someone you love..


para sa may mga EX at naging EX

before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin.
tapos isang araw nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong,
"bakit ka nagsawa?" ngumiti ako,
"hindi ako nagsawa. natauhan lang."

pwede mo kong lokohin pero wag kang magpapahuli sakin. --> no way!!
pwede mo kong palitan pero siguraduhin mong mas mahal mo siya sakin.
pwede mo kong iwan pero siguraduhin mong kaya mo.
kasi pag ako sobrang nasaktan, wala ka nang babalikan.

boys? pag trip ka, magpapakilala.
kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na.
tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila.
pero dapat walang iiyak at smile lang tayo.
punyeta, anong silbi ng karma?

i fell in love and got hurt but I didn't shed too much tears
nor did i ask him to love me again.
instead, i stood up proudly and said,
"ganyan talaga ang magaganda! hindi bagay sa tanga!"

simple lang para hindi ka masaktan.
kapag minahal ka, mahalin mo din.
Kapag ginago ka, gaguhin mo rin. --> wag naman..wag gantihan..
pero kapag umiyak ka, tanga ka!
ginago ka na nga, iiyakan mo pa?

pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo siyang sisihin!
kausapin mo siya ng harap-harapan at sabihin mong,
"ingat, tanga ka pa naman!" --> bwahahahaha!

masakit pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo.
pero wag kang magagalit ng husto.
kahit papano may pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba?
kaya for the last time yakapin mo siya at ibulong mo,
"gago, kukulamin kita!"

girls, talo daw tayo sa mga boys? papayag kayo?
sige, pag niligawan tayo, sagot agad. pag iniwan tayo? ok lang.
kapag sinabi nilang, "uy, ex ko." alam niyo sagot diyan? "ay, ambisyoso." --> 'nuff said

if the one you love doesn't love you back, don't get depressed.
just think about it for a while, maybe cry a bit then wipe your tears and say,
"ang weird naman niya. di siya pumapatol sa magaganda!"
you only got one life so live it well,
one heart so take good care,
one soul so keep it pure.
one boyfriend? what a waste! make it two or more!

sayang ganda natin!
pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo na ayaw na niya sayo, hayaan mo lang.
wag kang iiyak at magpapakagago!
imbis na iyakan mo siya, ngitian mo lang at sabihin mo ang ganito,
"so, pano? bye na! naghihintay na ang kapalit mo!"

who cares about break-ups? oo nga, masakit.
makirot sa puso. pero tandaan mo:
a break-up isn't only an end to a relationship.
it's also a beginning of a new one and an end to a living hell called "ex"

KAYA SMILE, BEAUTIFUL TAYONG LAHAT! :)

remember when i asked you who among your friends you most confide with and remember your answer? just want to let you know that i am all that. it may not have been apparent at first but you do have to understand that my whole physical, mental and emotional being was not yet ready at that time. now, i think it is and that it has fully adjusted to include you into my system :-P

i will not judge you nor betray you. i will not blab the innermost secrets and the sensitive things that you share with me: no soul will ever hear them. they are not my secrets to share in the first place! if ever i do tell anyone anything about you, they are things that involve me -- my opinions and my feelings. then again, i would really rather not have to resort sharing such things to other people. i'd rather share them with you and see what you think about them (so i guess i won't anymore..i will try not to!).

i will be your sounding board when you need someone to listen to about anything going on with your life. like what i've said before, i will always be by your side..my loyalty will always be with you.

i could be a bestfriend. in fact, i would really love to be the bestfriend also. let me be and i promise, i will not let you down. i'm one of the most loyal and sincere people you'll ever meet! :-)

trust me.

i love the weather!

although i love summer, the beach and the makes-it-possible-to-go-on-vacation weather during that time of the year, i really am more of the rainy/winter type of girl. i am a self-confessed jacket person (i buy them even if it's summer) so this season makes it possible for me to wear my thick ones without breaking a sweat, literally. i also love the cozy feeling..the thought of going under the covers while watching tv and pigging out on comfort food (my choice is a cup of hot tabletas!). i love getting stuck in traffic while it's raining -- as long as you're with someone you love to be with. i find it really cozy when it's cold and you're in the confines of a vehicle (masikip kasi kaya cozy? hehe). i also want to go under the rain! i just realized i've never done so -- maybe i have, i just don't remember -- so i'd like to go under the rain..the type that i would remember this time (with someone special of course..how shwet!! i remember the close-up commercial tuloy..kinikilig kasi ako dun :-P). best of all, it doesn't make me feel lazy nor does it make me irritable. the heat does these to me. i hate being lazy and unproductive and i also hate being irritable! why waste a day in your life being irate when you can just forget your worries and all your hang-ups and simply enjoy your life as how it currently is? o divah. cold is good. just not too cold -- lamigin naman kasi ako..ano ba yan!

of course!

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

i am living each day with frustrations in my head. i live each day carrying a heart with a big, empty hole in it where true, unadulterated happiness once was. i am a happy camper. well, i used to be. now, i am just one wretched being - paranoid, frustrated and all.

why are these things happening to me? why am i feeling this way? i really don't know what i got myself into. is it all worth it? i hope it is. because i am giving my all already. i really really am. i've actually lost focus on the things that i should be doing, the things i planned for myself. what's surprising though is that i don't really care when by this time i'd be worrying myself silly why certain things were not accomplished. it doesn't matter much anymore to me that i'm out of tangent and out of focus.

i want it to stop because it hurts so much. it hurts my head and it hurts my heart. the thought of what could have been always replaying in my head, the thought of all these evil elements coming into play..they all torment me every day. will they ever stop? is there really any reason for me to believe that these things are out there to cause me pain? or are they all just in my head? am i just imaginging these things? or are events purposedly happening because other people are just so g*ddamn insensitive and bastos?

i can't live each day like this. i really want it to stop already. all i need is assurance that i have nothing to worry about, that these evil elements will not be encouraged and cultivated. stop tormenting me please. i have no evil plans, no schemes. i'm just a simple girl who wants to be happy, to continue to dream and to someday live out this dream. more importantly, i am a happy camper who just wants to be loved as if there were no tomorrow. because it could really happen..that the next day..i'd be gone..

V for Voo!

back from a long hiatus, so many things have happened since my last post so let me just enumerate them:

- i turned 26! details to come in a separate entry :)

- i had my hair straightened again. partly a wise decision but soo soo expensive.

- i had a kerastase treatment the week after coz the ends of my hair dried up :(. again..soooo expensive. the treatment itselt isn't but the girl who analyzed my hair (i saw close-up pix of my scalp and hair shaft..asteeg) suggested two treatments. again, the price still wasn't that bad considering the service and quality of the products. the products i bought after my treatments were what made the whole experience really pricey. oh well. i'll just close my eyes when i pay for my credit card bill next month (gulp).

- i started with my japanese lessons already. the book i'm using looks promising and easy to understand. i just haven't uploaded the audio files into my ipod. will do so soon so i can proceed without stops anymore! i plan to finish one lesson a day (which reminds me, i have to buy the advanced set already! gastos na naman :-s)

- i am almost done with my 4th project!! i just finished sewing the belt an hour ago -- i now need to have it buckled. i also connected the top with the skirt already but some sections were sewn incorrectly (nakain yung tela, stupid me stupid me since i knew that could happen) so i have to repeat those sections. then i need to put the zipper and garter. this means i can start the 5th project this saturday already..which means i will be starting the last project for the basic level!!! awwwww..senti senti..the problem with moving on are the things you leave behind. but if you don't move on, you're never gona grow..*sigh* (hehe, nagpaka-serious na naman!)

- i've been tinkering with carlo's dslr lately that it's inspired me to take my slr film more seriously. i'm contemplating on taking lessons that i saw here -- http://www.photoworldmanila.com/0_wksp_bsc_what.html -- but then my current financial status, coupled with the fact that carlo can actually teach me the basics, is discouaring me from enrolling. although P2850 for four sundays -- inclusive of film and processing, full-color composition handbook, handouts and free admission to Fort Santiago on seminar days -- isn't that bad. and i have a big feeling that carlo will get impatient with me! hahaha :-P so..esep-esep. while i contemplate, let me leave you with a pic i took in eastwood last monday:

what do you think? :)