AM I TOO LATE?
i was supposed to post something last sunday so at least i'd have one post in my blog for the month of january but i couldn't migrate onto the new blogger! so now i'm cramming. as usual.
hmm..made me stop and think for a split-second if all i've ever done in my life is to cram, including working on the things that should matter in life.
again, am i too late?
i'd like to think no one is ever too late for anything. better late then never as they'd say. no one is ever too old. well, unless it is biologically impossible to do certain things.
i'm babbling! all i really wanted was an entry for january, hehe. still not yet in my writing mood..to think i've been pretty pensive for the past weeks! so many decisions to make, so many things to be excited about and so many things to take action for. i am actually very excited (and very positive as well) about the year ahead. i see it as a year to REALLY take action..to follow THE dream..to discover talent (or lack thereof)..to take the plunge..to seize the day..to be happy and truly enjoy life. i know, i said the same thing last year but nothing close to what i would like to achieve was actually accomplished by the end of 2006. well, some things really don't go as planned and something unexpected did take place during the early part of last year (hehehe!) and i worked on that for the rest of the year :-) as my friend joey said, nurturing relationships with people is important. It is not a waste of time and actually takes precedence over everything else.
in all honesty, i can say i'm happy now. so many things have happened in the past month. life-changing decisions had to be made and thought over. it started very badly but now i can say that things are calm and at peace. for how long it will be this way, i don't really know but i hope this time it would be real, this time it would last. i hope i won't be wrong but i have a strong feeling that it will :-)
and can i just say..BEWARE OF MEAN PEOPLE. actually, just BEWARE OF MEAN GIRLS. they are the worst kind of mean people out there.
more details in my future posts about all the thoughts i just babbled and the stories i somehow shared. and btw, to answer my question, YES I AM. oh well :-P
hmm..made me stop and think for a split-second if all i've ever done in my life is to cram, including working on the things that should matter in life.
again, am i too late?
i'd like to think no one is ever too late for anything. better late then never as they'd say. no one is ever too old. well, unless it is biologically impossible to do certain things.
i'm babbling! all i really wanted was an entry for january, hehe. still not yet in my writing mood..to think i've been pretty pensive for the past weeks! so many decisions to make, so many things to be excited about and so many things to take action for. i am actually very excited (and very positive as well) about the year ahead. i see it as a year to REALLY take action..to follow THE dream..to discover talent (or lack thereof)..to take the plunge..to seize the day..to be happy and truly enjoy life. i know, i said the same thing last year but nothing close to what i would like to achieve was actually accomplished by the end of 2006. well, some things really don't go as planned and something unexpected did take place during the early part of last year (hehehe!) and i worked on that for the rest of the year :-) as my friend joey said, nurturing relationships with people is important. It is not a waste of time and actually takes precedence over everything else.
in all honesty, i can say i'm happy now. so many things have happened in the past month. life-changing decisions had to be made and thought over. it started very badly but now i can say that things are calm and at peace. for how long it will be this way, i don't really know but i hope this time it would be real, this time it would last. i hope i won't be wrong but i have a strong feeling that it will :-)
and can i just say..BEWARE OF MEAN PEOPLE. actually, just BEWARE OF MEAN GIRLS. they are the worst kind of mean people out there.
more details in my future posts about all the thoughts i just babbled and the stories i somehow shared. and btw, to answer my question, YES I AM. oh well :-P
posted by patching @ 1:11 AM
3 Comments:
At 3:57 PM,
Anonymous said…
you are what?
At 4:35 PM,
Anonymous said…
hey, just wanted to put my two cents in...you were right when you said that it's never too late. it's never too late to try new things and all that but if you feel you missed the bus on something then maybe it just wasn't meant to be. this is going to sound totally cliche but everything happens for a reason and if something or someone wasn't meant for you then it can only mean that something or someone better will come along. just make sure you let go and don't get hung up on whatever or whoever it was that wasn't meant for you.
anyway, good luck in 2007! you sound like you've got a good head on your shoulders and you will undoubtedly always land on your feet, no matter what happens. cheers! :)
At 11:51 PM,
patching said…
to anonymous 1 --> i'm too late for january! that's what i meant silly..you have to read my post again :-P
to anonymous 2 --> thanks for the inspiring words! yup, i totally agree that things do happen for a reason, that events are always part individual action and part divine intervention. don't worry, i do know how to let go. i'm not one who dwells too much on things and on the past. life's too short to be spending it thinking about regrets and what ifs and all things negative. of course there is always that ONE thing you know you should work hard for -- a personal goal, THE dream. this is what i was referring to in this post. although it is possible to be late, i feel i am the only one to be blamed when such is not achieved since achieving it involves MY own actions and decisions. thus, if i know i am holding onto something great and grand for me, then by all means, i should keep on holding onto it and do everything possible for that great and grand thing to turn into reality. i say this in comparison to not being with the ONE person where another human being (thus another thinking, deciding body) is involved. if that person decides not to be with you, you can't really do anything about it. you can only let go :-) but yes, i hear ya. i shouldn't be too hard on myself (and i will try!) anyway, thanks again! i do hope i get to do the things i plan for this year. do check up on me on jan 2008 :-) have a great year ahead of you
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